I didn't really mean to upset anyone or worry anyone the past few days. I've really been battling my depression the past couple weeks, and it's been really hard to stay positive at all. Most is well with my boyfriend; I just got really mad at him over some stuff and flew off the hook. I'm okay now, though. I definitely didn't exactly plan on drinking the hydrocodone or cough syrup... it was an impulse thing. Sometimes I swear I'm bipolar, or schizo. I'm not even kidding; I wish I was.
Anyway, I wanted to put up some pictures, for what they're worth, that I took this morning. They don't have dates or anything on them, but I wouldn't lie to you guys. I really am alive and well.
I know I look all fat and crosseyed and tired as hell, but eh.
I guess for all intents and purposes, it works. Don't mind the beer bottles in the background. Haha. I keep a collection on my desk; I think they look cool. :-)
I also wanted to show you all that my arms are starting to finally shrink down (!!!). Now I just need to start losing my fat face. Ugh. Anyway. I got new shampoo and conditioner for my hair, so hopefully it starts looking a bit more healthy instead of flat and yucky.
Ah well. Here I go to study for a Calculus 2 Final... I have to wake up at flipping 6 am to make it to this exam. Luckily after that, I just have to endure the counselor and two more exams, but they aren't until Thursday and Friday. Then... I'm DONE for the semester... until my birthday! :-D
Wish me luck...
I know I look all fat and crosseyed and tired as hell, but eh..jpg)
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