So anyway, I think I've been doing okay today. I've definitely had a lot more coffee than I've been used to, but it's cheap and it's yummy (and virtually no calories!) and I don't care. Other than that, I had exactly 39 no salt peanuts, half of the dumb muffin my supervisor gave me because she watched me, and a small bowl of rice. So far, I'm only at like, 600 calories. I'm thinking about warming up some of that kale soup I made a few nights ago for dinner. As long as it happens within the next half hour.
Also, my boyfriend expects me to make him dinner tonight (because I always do, and I don't mind) and he wants tacos or sausage or something. Blah. I totally wish I could make dinner ONCE and not be tempted by the yummy smells. I'm not really sure what I'm going to tell him when I don't eat with him. One sausage is 150 calories, and that would put me 50 calories below my goal for the day. I guess maybe I'll cook some kale with water, and that would be 34 calories, and make it look like I'm eating some kind of a meal. Wait. I think I'm going to just eat half of the sausage, so that's 75 calories. Plus kale is 34. That's 109 right? There. I think I'll do that, and when he wants to have a snack or something later tonight, if I absolutely have to, I'll have some 10 calorie jello. There. That way no matter how it happens or what order, I'll still be under 800. I'm putting that in my calorie counter, that way I can save it and I can't go back and change it. I like that idea. :-)
I just realized something; I went over my fat goal for the day. Fucking A. It says I went 7 grams over, and you know what it came from? The goddamn muffin. Fuckfuckfuck. If I wouldn't have eaten the muffin, I wouldn't have gone over. I hate myself. Fuck muffins, dude.
Sorry, but I really love this picture. She's classy, beauuuutiful, and her body is freaking rockin'. Yeah, I just said that. I'm in love with this picture!
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