It's definitely been too long since I've been on here. I do want to take the time to say THANKS to everyone who thought of me and sent me a comment/message while I was gone. It truly meant a lot to me; you guys are the best. It's nice to be back. The only downside is that I have sooo much reading to catch up on with all of you! Although I am by no means complaining; you guys are the ones who keep me coming back. :-)
So, the big news. Austin and I are OKAY. We sort of talked, but mostly I felt like he was actually trying to be my boyfriend. I can't get over how happy I have been the past two weeks. Even though I was gone and with my friend for two consecutive weekends, he didn't complain once and he was just acting like he was so happy, and that's the kind of stuff I thrive on. I like to see him happy. We went shopping for some nice clothes for him, and that was a really fun time. He took me out to dinner a few times, and that was really nice. He said we were going to carve pumpkins, but since it's currently hurricane-ing outside, that probably isn't the best idea. Although he did buy me the cutest little stuffed owl, and I absolutely adore it! I feel like there was pep in my step and that I was glowing the entire time we were together. Now, this... this is what a relationship feels like. I love him. I really, honestly, and whole-heartedly do! He really is the person I want to marry, and you know what? I just feel... so... happy! I love this feeling. <3 For once in my life, I'm okay that I'm behind on my school work for now. I'm okay that I'm taking an entire day off of classes just to work. I am just going to bask in my happiness and soak it all up while I can!
In other news, that dumb hurricane Sandy is expelling her wrath over my head. It's nasty outside. Every single school in the county is closed, including Kent State, which is 15 minutes from us, yet campus is still open. I hate my life so much right now because of that. Haha :-P
But really, it's awful. I don't know how many of you live in the same region as me, but this shit is ridiculous! Luckily, we haven't lost our power yet, but it's cold as heck in Austin's and my house. I got out of bed this morning and felt like a Popsicle dipped in dry ice. I almost didn't even come to campus today, but I figured I would try just because I didn't want Austin driving in this weather alone, and because I didn't come to campus yesterday. Oh well. At least I'll get like, 9 hours of work in today. I'm okay with that. :-P
In regards to my food stuff: it's been a little out of whack since I started my hiatus. Nothing awful, but I definitely wasn't counting as often as I should have. I ate out a few times on Austin's treat, but I really don't feel like it was all that bad. I guess sometimes I just need to eat whatever I want to realize just how badly I want to be beautiful like all of you <3 (as I sit here eating cheese puffs... Sorry, it's a soft spot).
Anyway, how are all of you doing? I haven't really been able to read everyone's posts yet, but I'm hoping I get a chance to catch up quick!
Love you all and stay beautiful!
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