I must be really good at screwing myself over multiple times.
I take back everything I said earlier about being happy. As of right now, I am not happy.
I want to die and never come back and I don't want anyone to see my face ever again. I want to curl up in a ball and freeze to death like the scum I am. I hate myself so much.
I don't want to be a part of the living anymore.
I hate me.
Self-hate hurts the most, we really are our own worst judges. You are beautiful person, who deserves to be happy and smile and be loved. We're here for you, hang in there. <3
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