What's Today?

I think it's Wednesday. My brain doesn't want to think right now, and it's kind of annoying. My boyfriend is a sweetie. He went to campus this morning and left me at home, and then at lunch time he came back to the house to see me and pick me up. I thought it was a nice gesture... I like to think that sometimes he misses me. Haha.

Anyway, here I am, sitting on campus... doing absolutely nothing. I don't know why I'm here, but oh well. I feel like shit and I can't breathe. My nose is running. I look like a fat turd today. I put on jeans and a fleece pullover because I was f-f-f-freezing this morning, but it looks like I'm a balloon because it's so big. I guess for now I don't really care that much because my brain is super fuzzy anyway.

I'm pretty sure I took way too much medicine this morning. I plan on doing it again when I get home later. I slept pretty good considering I slept through my boyfriend calling me like, 9273498 times. I can deal with good sleep. Maybe it'll help me sleep the rest of today through so I don't eat anything else. That'd be nice. Hopefully I feel better tomorrow, because I'm supposed to work 9 hours. I really need those hours, too. I mean, my boss said I don't have to worry about it if I don't feel better, but I really can use that extra money right now.

Half of me just wants to say "Fuck it, stay sick" so I can just go curl up and die. It wouldn't bother me any, that's for sure.

I'm tired, I'm hungry, I'm cold, and that means I'm really cranky right now. I just want to get under the covers.